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Saturday, February 16, 2008
Yesterday was the first time I really settled down and studied. Ever since last CT I had nv seriously study my books/notes. I was with van and shao min. After knowing these 2 crazy girls for a period of time...I feel that...THEY ARE REALLY CRAZY LOOL! Shao min is uber l33t. She can really rap and play piano really well. *respect!* Van is hyper active and super random. I finally found someone who is more random then me. FUCK EXAMS! DAMMIT! After exams im gonna CLUB WOOAH! WOOOOOAH!
After listening to a story told by my friend on MSN. I felt that humans we do have freaky dark nature inside us. Me too, I have my dark secrets. But there are certain levels of dark secrets. Some people 's dark secrets are really shocking. One might look very normal to you but the other side the him/her, you might not know her dark side.
I remember watching 'Nightmare Detective', as like he said "if you have the gift to read people mind you will see ugly things". And of course our good side tend to control the dark side, only at certain period of time we might leak out our true colours. That apply to normal people. Humans tend to hide their ugly side. Other then hiding their ulgy side. Humans need attention.
ALL of us need attention. Just that some people who seriously lack of attention might seek attention through their peers/friends. These people are mostly lonely and do not socialize well. Or they tend to have bad temper or weird characteristic. For me I need attention when I am bored. But I know my limits. Over-seeking attention might piss someone or make them hate you.
Twits - Retards of the Society.
After studying this species for a period of time. I realise they are deprived of attention. That 's why they will type alt caps or irritating spellings of words. Eg. eu lUrB mE. Just by typing that I felt retarded for 2 sec.
Emos - If you want to die, just die.
Emo people they claim that they doesn't need attention from the society, all they want is to die or being homo. By all the things they do e.g slitting wrist and taking pictures and show it to the whole world or taking picture of themselves being sad. These actions are so attention seeking. What 's the point of showing people the pictures of mutilation or pictures of being sad?
I believe we have only a chance to live in this world. I can't change my fate but I can make it more interesting and fun! Let 's party!
PS : YAY I FUCKIN BROKE MY OWN RECORD! THIS IS THE MOST LONGEST POST EVERY! ... I guess...
Zendeil scribbled at 1:11 AM. + + +
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