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Monday, July 03, 2006
I hate myself...Why I am not a serious type guy =...Probably I am not suitable for relationship now. Now say love A after meeting her a few times, I feel that it is only puppy love. Admire her only...Not totally in love... "Losing my mind! Wish somebody would tell me i'm fine! Losing my sight! Losing my sight! Wish somebody would tell me i'm fine!" Last Resort by Papa Roach. I really feel like cutting my life into pieces...Maybe it is also a good thing that I admit this shit. IF just say IF...cause I dare not to dream bout it...If I go steady with a girl and half way lost the feelings...I am such a bastard. So in future if I really want to go steady with a girl, I will know more about her go out with her like friend-friend outing and see how.
For now...I am determined to cut down my weight!...I heard you laughing ! Stop it! I am not gonna eat my words! Give me 2 months! And see what Dewei is made of! HELL YEAH!
Zendeil scribbled at 11:40 PM. + + +
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