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Sunday, April 09, 2006
B U M P! I typed blogger.com without really knowing what to do. Probably I should post my thoughts here. Looking back at my past...time really flies. I seriously missed those happy times back there. Those immature pranks, stupid acts causing me into deep shits, and also spending time with my old classmates. Those times were really fine and happy (for those in my class should know the story of "Your Brother" that was fucking retard and fun LOL). Speaking of old classmate...I really fucking miss my late classmate (sigh)...if he is still with us right now I am sure that he can really excel in his O lvls' and make his parents proud. He is such a good boy. From the bottom of my heart...I really really wish that that incident will nv happen. I really wished and wished before...and I am still wishing now. Probably I may be crude and say God is cruel, but I am just too lost back then. I am so lost, why such a kind dude got to leave this wold so fast? Why there are so many assholes,hypocrites and bastards still out there hurting others?
A few more weeks is a very very sad and memorable day. I am still keeping the feelings when he left in my heart, probably I just need to be really chill...
People out please stop saying life sux, though life can be really sux sometimes BUT do not deny that there were happy times that you spent. When you are down you only think of the sad times do you ever thought of those happy times? Cutting wrist...showing it 's cool? I really dislike these nonsense...life is so fucking fragile. JUST IN ONE FUCKING DAY YOUR LIFE WILL BE WASTED GOD DAMMIT! Just in one day...everything changed. I really hope that my friends will not do such stupid things, losing a friend eternality is such fucking sad. Damn...
PS : I really do not know why I am so fucking crude today = Sorry peeps
Zendeil scribbled at 12:16 AM. + + +
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